Tear Down Your Walls

Broken Wall

  Many of us live behind self made walls. Walls are supposed to protect us from harm but are these walls really protecting us or are they holding us captive? Are they keeping us distant from those who could love us or from the One who loves us most? What if we let our walls down and chose to trust again? It can be scary to come out from behind our walls. Some of us have lived behind them most of our lives. Some of us built them when we were small children, even before we knew what we were doing. We built them so we wouldn’t have to feel pain, hurt or rejection. We built them to hide from abuse or abandonment. We hid from our fears behind them.

Now that we are grown, how do we live outside of these walls? How do we allow ourselves to trust and risk feeling hurt or risk feeling that overwhelming pain that we have hid from for so long? What if the pain is too much? What if I allow someone to get close and they hurt me again? Like an animal who has lived in captivity all of it’s life has to learn how to survive when they are set free, we have to learn to live free. It can be down right hard and you will have moments when you run behind those walls again when someone hurts you or when you feel rejected. It’s those moments that you have to choose to face the pain and the rejection, work through it and lay it down. Learn to cast all your cares upon the Lord. Let Him heal those broken areas and heal those deep wounds that made you put up the walls long ago. We can never be truly free if we stay behind our walls. I lived most of my life behind these walls that I thought protected me. It became second nature to run behinds the walls when I was scared or hurt. Deep down I feared being rejected so I wouldn’t let people get too close. It was easier than risking being hurt or taken advantage of. God has had me in a process of healing some deep places in my life and has been digging up the roots. Now I am learning to tear down my walls piece by piece as I learn to walk in full trust and surrender and He teaches me that He can protect me better than I can protect myself. As I tear down these walls I get closer to Him than I ever imagined because those walls kept Him at a distance as well. I am learning to be free and stay free. It is a process like anything else but it is worth it. If you have a hard time trusting, remember that you can always trust in your Heavenly Father. He is not like man and He will never let you down. When all others reject you or cast you aside, He never will. He accepts you as you are, loves you more than anyone and He wants you to be free.

~ Dez


How Are You Shaping Your World?

Have you ever stopped and listened to the words that people speak? How about the words that you speak? The Bible says that “Death and life are in the power of the tongue.” I like the Message version – “Words kill, words give life; they’re either poison or fruit—you choose.” Proverbs‬ ‭18:21‬ ‭MSG. ‬‬Some people don’t realize how important their words are. If you are always speaking negatively, that’s what your life is going to be like. Don’t let your circumstances dictate what you speak or better yet, how you think. When our thoughts line up with what the Word tells us, we will speak in alignment with the Word and this is how you see circumstances turn around. Our words literally shape our world. Just think about the fact that God spoke this world and the universe into existence. He spoke and it became. He has given us this same power. It’s not for us to have whatever we want like a genie, but when we speak in line with His Word, things happen. This is why it is so important for us to know His Word. I can look back on my own life and testify of so many things that have turned around and changed because I chose to speak life even when a situation seemed dead and hopeless. My marriage, my husband, my children and my home and my life would not be what they are had I not learned this long ago.

It takes a change of mind to learn to change your speech as well but it is possible. I used to be very negative many years ago and I could find the downside of any situation. It was pretty bad. God started dealing with me back then with my thoughts and my confession. Joyce Meyer was a great help to me in this area of my life. People who know me now probably wouldn’t believe how negative I was because I have learned to be the complete opposite. I choose to be positive no matter what situation I am in. It’s not always easy and yes I do have my human moments, but I pull myself together and keep going. I say that I went through the Holy Spirit boot camp of transforming my mind and my mouth. It’s not something that you can just pray away but it takes discipline, determination and GOD. He will help you if you ask Him. The Holy Spirit is the best teacher. If you struggle in this area, ask Him to help you. Start to spend more time in His Word and meditate on it. Listen to teachings and read books on it. If I can do it, anyone can. It is a process and it takes work like any real change but it will change your life and it will change your world.

~ Dez